Qidiruv

растерянный, расстроенный, обеспокоенный, рассеянный

parishon ogʻiz – eshiksiz uy (букв. растерянные уста – дом без дверей) растерявшийся, расстроенный человек может не проследить за своей речью

beklar xato qilib

Ul fursatta bir martaba behuzur boʻlub, yaxshi boʻlub erdim. Naqohat ayyomini oʻbdon rioyat qila olmadim, uzuldum. Bu navbat yomon behuzur boʻldum. Andoqkim, toʻrt kungacha tilim tutuldi, ogʻzimga paxta bila suv tomizurlar edi. Mening bila qolgʻon bek va bekot va yigit-yalang mening tirilmagimdin maʼyus boʻlub, har kim oʻz fikrida boʻldilar. Ushmundoq mahalda Uzun Hasanning navkarinikim, elchilikka kelib, parishon soʻzlar kelturub edi, beklar raʼyda gʻalat qilib meni koʻrsatib ruxsat berdilar. Toʻrt-besh kundin soʻng ul holdin bir nima yaxshiroq boʻldum. Vale tilimda kalolat qoldi. Necha kundin soʻng oʻz holimgʻa keldi [63]. At this time I had just somewhat recovered from a severe illness. My circumstances, however, prevented me from nursing myself during my amendment; and my anxiety and exertions brought on such a severe relapse, that for four days I was speechless, and the only nourishment I received was from having my tongue occasionally moistened with cotton. Those who were with me, high and low, Begs, cavaliers, and soldiers, despairing of my life, began each to shift for himself. At this very crisis a servant of Uzun Hasan's came on an embassy with some seditious propositions. The Begs, very mistakenly, brought him where I was, and then gave him leave to depart. In four or five days I got somewhat better, but still had a little difficulty of speech. [57, 58].